so i haven’t blogged about my life in awhile. i never really felt the need to. there isn’t much to say (sadly). i’m still stuck in the dreadful job search. parents constantly calling me to ask what i am doing with my life. i really don’t want to give up on the writing thing. i love it. i will always love to write. and i dream about working for a magazine or online publication. at the same time, the job market is dwindling. i graduated a year and a half ago, been on countless interviews and i’m still sitting here writing for free. damn.

i always loved the spanish language and culture. i went to spain and it was definitely an experience. i know i wouldn’t mind being a spanish teacher. besides the fact that i love speaking spanish, i love organizing and teaching. it’s definitely something i’ve thought about. i know if i go back to school next semester, i would have a lot easier time finding a job.

but am i ready to give up on my first dream? my heart says no. my head says yes. every single day i change my mind. it’s an endless cycle

basically, i’m stuck in an indecisive rut.

so naturally, i get this crazy idea to rebel. i want another piercing. at first i wanted a tattoo (i still do), but i’m waiting on that until i find something i really like. now i’m thinking about getting another facial piercing (i have had my eyebrow pierced since i was 16…bet some of you didn’t know that). anyway, it’s ridiculous. i’m 23. i’m looking for a job. and i’m going to go out and get a ring pierced into my face again?!?

don’t worry, i’ll probably wake up tomorrow and wonder what the hell i was thinking, and consequently chicken out.

here’s to indecisiveness!